Archive for September 2009
The Best Summer of My Life
Posted September 29, 2009
on:Hitting the wall
Posted September 15, 2009
on:a plateau is a bummer…. for an artist, anyway.
I can’t explain a plateau (this is the first time it’s happened), but it seems to be a kind of loss of balance in the overall progress of learning. Learning seems to work like this; there is usually a kind of breakthrough painting that seems to pull techniques together in a new way, as a harmonious combination of skills. It’s great when it happens, and I’ll do a few in that style — but then what?
The next step has to be either to add another skill to the mix, or change how the skills are applied, or apply the skills to a new subject or motif. all these things usually disrupt the balance between the skills and the painting, which makes the painting process either very exciting or less satisfactory.
Until I find an effective balance, I’m back at the beginning, and can’t change the balance without feeling like I’ve fallen down the rabbit hole.
Of course i could keep doing the same painting in the same way, over and over (as many professional artists do for a living), but I’d be bored out of my gourd.
So I try something new, and that disrupts the harmony, and my flow goes downhill.
Now comes the gotcha part: I can’t just go back to painting exactly the way I did before, so I’m back to trial and error, trying to gain a new balance, trying to find a new relationship.
It seems like the plateau is actually a searching time. I am trying to do things I can’t yet do, trying different combinations of effects, media, colors, visual codes or brush styles, the way chess players work out new combinations … trial and error, many variations, patient analysis of why it doesn’t work. But not so much analysis that I can’t get out of my head.
This too shall pass 🙂 Watch this space!